Lyrics/rant/poem ... thingy.
The Contrast
You and me are two very different things,
although I've been told we're alike.
I'm watching while you pull your little strings
even though it's to my utter dislike.
Hurt and mislead they sprawl
They don't find it alright
Even though I warn them all
To stay away from your bite
You and me have contrast
We're really nothing alike
Anyone, you could have asked.
they'll give you one more strike.
Who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars,
collecting your jar of hearts
and tearing love apart.
You don't understand me, and you never will. You don't get to understand me, and you never will. I no longer have any faith in you whatsoever. I would say goodluck with your life, but I'm not sure you even deserve that. There's so much I want to bring to your attention, but I couldn't bring myself to see the pain etched on your face if I had started with what I really have to say.
You're a liar. I can't believe you would do this to someone as good of a person as her.She may have her faults as well, but you have far greater ones.
You're an attention-seeker. A sneak. You tell people what you want them to hear and make them say "oh my gosh, you've had a hard road!!" when in reality, you only have about half as much as we all do on our shoulders.
You think you've got it so tough, but look around you. There are people that are so far gone, and all they want to do is scream. You're just putting people under your little spell. Sure you've had an eating disorder. How the hell do you get binge diagnosed??? family doctors don't even do it. i dont understand how you could even bother!!
Let's change the subject before my brain explodes like a Cadbury Creme Egg (which is really good in a McFlurry btw)
I've refered to him as Person #1 in a different post, so I'll come back to him as such.
I walked the same path as before, but this time I went backwards.
The path we took that day, I'm undoing everything. You can't hold me back any more.
Thank you for being there for me when you decided to be at least,
I apologize for not being more for your methods of "help". You are a help, when you want to be. I'm sorry that you can't help me more, but I'm afraid I'm a little too far gone.
This is something I wrote a while back:
The Quiet Screams the Truth
I don't want to fall into you
You are all I'm holding onto
I don't want to be alone
Every day I see your face
I wish I could disappear
I'll try even if it kills me
If it didn't case so much pain
I'd be done with you, but I can't
Always comes back to you
You're the start of my end
You're my beautiful Disaster
I've fallen so deep you can't pull me out
I'm hopeless, lost, forgotten
Only when I'm alone.
I mourn the loss of you, and myself
I'm the ghost of a girl that I want to be most
The shell of a girl that I used to know well
It's too late to apologize
You've got me running in circles
I can't tell youe verything.
I want a redo, do over, second chance
I go back to December all the time
You are my never again
I don't want things to go back
I'm on my own in a sea of troubles
What would you say if I died tonight?
Everything's okay, until I'm alone.
I'll make my own path without tresspassers
you've everything....
....and I can't have you.
Jar of hearts - Christina Perri
The Lonely - Christina Perri
Apologize - OneRepublic
(song used)
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