Life Isn't a Competition

Everything revolves around you
I feel like a complete bitch when I say that you should be more upset then you are.
I can feel the energy coming off you - I know you're not upset.
i can't even believe you, K doesn't deserve this -.-


And you , for hiding! Honestly, what good is that going to do. I don't understand or know your past, but whatever happened doesn't mean that there is any need for drastic measures. You have people who love you, that should be enough to get you though - I know it's enough for me right now.
I want you to come back, you can't be gone. I will not be okay if you're not here anymore with us. I don't know how selfish I sound when I say this, but I don't know if I can see someone succeed in what I can't do. If that makes sense. It's going to strike me as so, so real and I don't know how I would react...


Life isn't about a competition between who has the most problems. It should be about who can be the better person,  however different that may be.
I am my own person, I will forever be .


I am not a coward .