What Can I Say?

Yeah....I've come to a conclusion. I'm just a screw up.
I can't stick to my diets, I can't make everyone happy. I can't get off my lazy ass and run like I know I need to be doing. I miss standing up and having the black spots appear before my eyes because it's been so long since I've eaten (the last time I had that was only a week ago)...
But I'm failing to make people happy right now, and I can't stand it. I've hurt this person in the past before, and I think he's coming back around, but when I talked to him he wasn't ... exactly ... himself. Let's just say he won't remember what he was telling me last night, and he won't remember the questions I asked.
....let's just say he cares about me a bit too much
I don't think I'm going to touch the subject until I'm sure of what I'm doing with this, and even then I don't think it's adviseable to act upon anything towards him - he deserves better then me.

Just a parting word.
Lyd.